HEY BITCHES YO WHAT'S UP. I'M BACK.

It feels nice saying that even though I don't know if anyone is actually reading my blog or nah, but whatever. I'll post whatever I like. I just finished re-reading my old posts and I kinda went "wtf ca so disgusting ew wtf". But they're still a record of my life so yeaaa whatever. There will be a lot of 'whatever's because I'm currently in "the fuck with it" phase in my life.

I'M IN HIGH SCHOOL BITCH, WHAT COULD BE BETTER THAN HIGH SCHOOL?

My teacher said that Uni will be better that High School but let's just live the moment. Uni seems too adult-ish for me while High School sounds really nice. We can be as childish as we like but we can be mature too, you know what I mean? Like, just come to me when I'm bored or in a good mood and invite me to play hide-n-seek and I'll say "yes" without a second though. That kind of childish.

First few weeks of High School

Anyways, I've changed a lot. I was obsessed in music back then but some stuff happened and now I'm obsessed with basketball. A day without basketball seems so empty now...

Ok that was disgusting. No, not really empty but basketball makes my life a lot better. I now know a loaf of people from playing basketball both boys and girls and they're so fun in their own way. Every person is different. I still hang out with my old friends, but there's nothing wrong with having new friends ryte?

Anyways, yeah. I played basketball. I have practice every Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday. Sometimes I practice on the other days too if I have the time but I'm still doing my classic guitar tuition so it's not very easy. Actually when I wrote this I just came back from basketball practice. Already nice and tidy though.

Check out how badass I look with that basketball attire. (don't mind the mismatch number between the top and the pants ehehehe)

But no matter how (self-exclamation) badass I look, on the contrary, I suck.

I suck big time. Really. I'm very depressed about it now but I don't want to look weak so I ain't gonna talk about it, I'm just giving you people the point. Good defense but fucking awful offense.

We were talking about friends, right? Ah yeah, right now I have a LOT of friends like I'll give you pictures of my squads, some people is on multiple squads so yea. Here you go.

Gurls

Basketball squads

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Random squad? This is just everyone crammed in.

this is "Mie Ayam Batu 3" squad.

 You see, this guy in the Mie Ayam Batu 3 (what the fuck kind of name is this) squad picture wearing yellow shirt is Andy. He's a basketball player for the team "Avengers" and he have played up into National Tournament. He's a fucking badass at basketball but an idiot in real life.

Literally an idiot. I don't know why but he's kinda my inspiration in basketball (once again, you should see him play). He often tried to motivate me, or scolds me if I do something badly or wrong, and he's like a second tutor for me.

My current coach is also great, he's very good at teaching and he's stern (I was called an idiot twice today and I don't know how much he commented on my moves today). But he's also attentive and every meeting has different lessons, one or two maybe the same from before but he keeps it random every time so we have the slightest ideas at every single technique available in basketball world.

Damn talking about basketball right now just make me depressed. So let's talk about boys.

I, too, have fall in love with someone new. But it's a pathetic unrequited love (again). I can only love him from afar and admire him in silence (whoaaa the language). But really it's so fucking pathetic I never spoke to him even once and I have only chatted him few times. We're not even in a "friend" basis, we're more on a "oh, I know that person" basis.

I feel like telling someone to smack me in the head, full power, with a new basket ball.

I always thought on approaching him, talking to him and stuff but then I thought "Ah, don't bother. He won't reply with the same effort". I never even tried. But what confuses me is that I don't know when do I start liking him. I mean, at first I started off as a regular fans bcs holy shit he's fucking crazy at something he does. And then I start noticing him even more and then I suddenly fell in love with him. And so is another many girls.

I fall in love with a prince charming that has a lot of fans, handsome as hell, tall, sexy as fuck, and popular. Shoot me in the head.

That's sort of all. I'll write again sometime soon.